This was the poem my brother Justin liked most of all my poetry. My father asked that it be printed on Justin’s funeral program when he was buried in January 2002.
Walking through the desert
Be it forty days, or forty years…
I hear gentle whispers from the Spirit
Guiding my emotions to tears
As it turns out
Consequences manifest my deepest fears
It does me no good to scream and shout
The rally cry that I once knew
Sounds to others as only a mere pout
So I shout until my face is blue
The whole time knowing that
Soon my days would be through
My only plea then, was for just one friend
One who understands
Who knows my needs
And feels my pains
A friend that no matter what
Will stroll along by my side
No matter where I go
With the twinkle of an eye
And a sound of a horn
My tired and weary soul, is no longer torn
All that time in what seemed like forty years
I realized with one last breath
How much He really cares
First shared on the Justin Jared Thompson Memorial site
Deep blue skies
Circle around the hills so red
On the horizon, minuet
Mountains so perfectly shaped
Fields of whey, soft and cozy
As I watch the hour glass
Free me with every passing grain of sand
An hour, love is patience!!!!!!
As the sands of the sea
Envelope my emotions.. Surrounding me.. Slowly
Quiet, the sea makes my way known
As she makes me feel the vanity of her passions
Inside I feel that she is all that I need to be satisfied
But then I remember my Lord, Who was so horribly crucified
Original page in the archive
Tragedy is all around me.
In so many ways I hurt inside.
I see the damage...
Yet I refuse to believe the lies.
Our God is in control.
That is something that the adversary can not disguise.
I pray for those in pain.
For our enemies, I vow not to meet them below.
Nor will I hate them, that would be a shame.
As the same I pray for mercy for all.
No matter who or what may fall.
Our God always lives.
I pray that I remain to be, always His.
Original page in the archive
Be it 40 days or 40 years
I hear gentle whispers from the Spirit
Guiding my emotions to tears. As it turns out
Consequences manifest my deepest fears
It does me no good to scream and shout
My thoughts acknowledged, but unknown
The beaten path that I have traveled found me no rest
I feel deep inside that my heart is torn
Opening up my deepest most secure chest
Would only bring up more decayed bones
My past is forgotten none-the-less
The shrubs have covered my paths
The foliage in its place is beautiful, It is grace
The Lord's servants planted a seed
The Lord Himself provided nourishment (I gladly accept)
And day by day it consumes me!
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You've made me laugh
You've made me cry
And kept me warm, by making me dry
You my friend have a heart of gold
A heart that I once had but then sold
I thought that I was being quite bold, being so bitter and cold
But slowly I realized; I sold my only soul
Love is what I truly sought
Even with these words that I speak
My life still feels dim and meek
So now I will give and give
Until my once small heart is soon big
And then may I have a true reason to live
Original page in the archive
How can we be so brave
Why all of the courage
Only when we misbehave
How come all of this passion
Only when we sin
Why can't we be more bold
Why can't we have more compassion
When we do what we are told
Our defiance burns a hole in our heart
Our selfishness burns a hole in our pocket
Our arrogance spoils our spirit
Why out of all things;
Can we not understand
Original page in the archive
Spelling has been lightly corrected from the originals. The archive links show each poem exactly as first published.